Tuesday
= the way =
I spoke to syl about the young band yesterday. I suppose there are certain stuff that she should know. it's always nice to talk to her, gives myself a new perspective of things. It is very tiring to be the leader always. To be the person that has to give the direction or to tolerate sometimes the people who are younger. I do wish that I can take a more passive role. Be as childish as some people or just to be a follower. hahha. Being a leader, is very much the same kind of shit, but maybe a different form. But syl, reminded me that how Jesus died of me. [actually I have no right to complain how tired I am].
talking about running from responsibilities.
I asked her: how long can I tolerate nonsense? It doesn't mean that they are younger.
she said, ' how long
should you tolerate?' do not tolerate sin but tolerate with guidance. I guess that if god loves everyone, I have no right to say who I want to love, but love everyone.
I guess the question we have to ask ourselves:
1. Have we done our best to promote love ?2. Have we done our best to promote unity?as for friends that often treat us [not too nicely], we have just to tolerate with guidance. And not give up on the friendship. It is very true = it's MUCH easier to give up half way. To walk away from all the things. But we can't walk away forever [instead, we will learn to give up on all things *NOT TOO GOOD*]
we don't give up on the people around us, cuz God didn't give up on us.I guess I can't run away from my responsibilities -- prolly and the gifts that god gave. Quite stress. And if we do, we would end up feeling worst then before.
story of the talents - god is given all of us gifts. And if we do nothing with it, he will take them away.
sometimes, the things u want to do is
different from what u HAVE To do.
at the end, u know what u are suppose to do.
it's true. I am very tired and still very very tired. But I know I have to face the challengers bravely. Life is just a journey. Perhaps at the end of it, I can get into heaven
WITHOUT Queuing. hahah piority booking!
I am going to better myself - to be more humble and exercise self-control as a gift this x mas.
aren't we all, we are all saints in the making.
hahaha=0) merry Christmas
princess maddie.
